New Year, new beginnings! That's what we all say, right? Well I started mine a bit similar.
For those of you who didn't know, which is probably everyone out there, I started this blog last year, 2013, around April. I think? The reason was I wanted to vent about my heartbreak that time.
It was not good, I tell you. I couldn't get over him until November last year. My birthday, that was the day I finally decided it was about time I free myself from hurting myself just because of him. That was the best decision I made last year.
Now, I erased all my previous posts which were all about the frenemies I made last year. and this is the last post I will never talk about them again here. Ever.
Reading back to it all, I sounded like a lunatic. Crazy over love. Over someone who probably never loved me back. Crazy over people who were not worth being friends with anyway. I paid more attention to them than I should have. That was wrong. That just made me hate them more. It never helped me move on.
This 2014, I promise myself that I will forget all those conflicts. Forget they happened in the first place. It was both our faults anyway. We never talked about it all. Resulting to too much misunderstandings.
Now all I want to say is I'm sorry. I don't know if it's my fault, but I'm sorry anyway. I'm sorry. I was an unforgiving lunatic. I hold grudges too long. To that guy as well, I'm sorry I fell in love with you. Even I didn't want that to happen. But somehow I was glad I did. I learned that I was capable of loving that much. Thank you.
I wish you forgive me as well. I'm not expecting that we treat each other the same way again, but I hope you do.
Happy New Year!
새해 복 많이 받으세요~
