April 9, 2014

Reply 1994

"If you hear it, reply to my 90s."




First of all, I originally didn't have any plan on watching it because the cast was different from Reply 1997. But I guess it was still worth a shot because Reply 1997 was different from other Korean dramas. One reason I watched this was because of my undying feels for Reply 1997. Another is Baro. Yeah! Fangirl over here. 

I spent four days of my summer vacation watching this and it was worth it! I think it's a more mature version of Reply 1997. Both plots are awesome! How they were able to put in bits of Reply 1997 was pure genius. I enjoyed every second of watching it. But, somehow, I was expecting a different ending. Who's with me on that?





I thought Binggrae was gay. Seriously. He usually hanged out with Trash. Often, it would be only the two of them unless they were drinking in the boarding house. I thought it was just because they were both in Med School. You know, Med School students thing. But the way he looked at Trash (or at least how the camera captured it), I just knew he was feeling something different for him. When Trash kissed him during that drinking game, he reacted as if it changed his life forever! Trash even had that special nickname for him, Puppy. There was also a scene from 2013 when they were sitting on the sofa and it freaking looked like they were holding hands! I actually rewinded that scene over and over again!


But they weren't holding hands after all. It was just Binggrae clasping his hands together in a good place where they could fool the viewers. Lastly, because Joon Hee from Reply 1997 was gay. I thought they married each other in the end.




I thought Haitai and Na Jung would date because of this scene. 


It was around this part of the story when they spent time together. They would even drink, just the two of them. During this part, I thought Haitai would come to his senses about moving on from Ae Jung and settling his feelings for Na Jung. I thought they were going to end up kissing. But they didn't. Why? Because first love never dies. I also have that thing for Haitai. I think he's handsome. 





As for Sam Cheon Po and Yoon Jin, I was surprised when they kissed on that boat during sunrise. I thought they would be a couple sooner. Still, I think he's the perfect guy for Yoon Jin. Who would be kind enough to spend the whole night and break into oppa's old house just to steal get a relic thing that oppa has used, right? One hundred points for Sam Cheon Po on that!






Chil Bong. Holy shit Chil Bong! He's another character I have fallen in love with! Another person whom I'll never meet in real life. He's tall and athletic. Cute and handsome at the same time. What else is there to not like about him? Oh right... He's kind of a dumbass. But he's kind, caring and all! He's also the best pitcher in Korea. So I guess he's still 99% one of the best catches any girl could ever have.

Since Chil Bong came into the picture, I was already rooting for him. Similar to when he said the first time he met Na Jung, he fell in love at first sight. He had that simple charm that could just magnet anyone who kept their attention to his character. I kept praying he was the one Na Jung marries. I literally kept my hopes up until episode 20.



This is probably my most favorite part of the series. When he had only a day off, he went all the way to Sam Cheon Po just so he could spend time with her. He endured 12 hours of travel back and forth for only 3 hours of time with Na Jung. Even if it was mostly just watching her sleep. I could have died from all the feels I had when he told her that! I thought he went there just because he was invited and wanted to experience the countryside. The few sweet words he said. If I were Na Jung, I would've cried right at the moment. Plus, the kiss! I didn't expect that at all!

But he also broke my heart into tiny bits. I mean, not him but the situation he was in. He let himself fall in love with Na Jung even if he knew she liked Trash. He always appeared as if he was okay, hen he was not. I just pity him so much I cried the Han River. Especially at this scene below. He was willing to wait for Na Jung even if it would be years just to get to date her. I wish someone loved me like that. *cries*




He waited for 6 years until he was on the perfect timing. He was on vacation, Na Jung finished her 2-year contract in Australia and she and Trash have broken up. I actually thought Na Jung would finally see what was right in front of her, the perfect guy. I hoped Na Jung and Trash would eventually realize that the love they had for each other was only sibling love since they grew up together and stuff. But they didn't. They fucking didn't! I have nothing against Trash. Really. I think he's kind, funny and cute at times, but still Chil Bong a better man than he was (for me).

Also, on the wedding footages from 2002 (the one Yoon Jin shot) the groom was taller, his hair was a little longer and had whiter skin than Trash had. *ehem* definitely Chil Bong. So on the 21st episode, the night before Chil Bong was going back to the US, I thought Na Jung was going to say, "it was you all along." And also tell him that she'd be the one to wait for him this time around. But it was followed by probably the most heartbreaking scene of all. Chil Bong was all alone consoling his already broken heart and crying after all the years he waited for Na Jung. He just let her go. Again... *cries the Han River*




When Na Jung fucking called Trash, Jae Joon. I literally wanted to punch the TV right at that moment. All my feels, shattered in a second. I wanted to cry for Chil Bong. I wanted to cry for shipping Chil Bong and Na Jung. They will forever be my ship that never sailed. I wanted to just stop watching the second Trash opened the door and met up with Na Jung in the on-call room (is that right?).




Lastly, who freaked out when Sung Jae appeared? Because I did. I didn't know he was in it so I was shocked! I wish he had more scenes.





None of the pictures are mine.
Credits to the rightful owners of the pictures.

March 20, 2014

Summer Break! \(^O^)/



So... my summer break just started and it won't last long.  Our 4th semester starts April 21. Yep! It's the middle of summer here and we've got classes. Also, I've already wasted my two days of vacation coz I got sick and I still am. I have severe sore throat. I tell you SEVERE. Three words, chocolate chip cookies. I ate so much and forgot to drink water before I went to sleep and the next day I woke up, I couldn't even swallow my own saliva! Talking was hard and eating, too! I also had fever because of it. Ugh. The sad life of someone who loves chocolate. Two days without chocolate and still counting.


Speaking of summer, I have lots of plans, of course! let me list them down.
  1. TFIOS painting. I've done this already.
  2. Get rid of my paint scattered outside since my painting class is over (huhu). DONE!
  3. Reorganize my room.
  4. Throw away the plates that won't be important anymore (aka my ugly drawings and paintings hahaha)
  5. RE-PAINT MY ROOM WALLS.
  6. Put up some posters.
  7. Finish that fanfic.
  8. Do that painting for my sisters birthday present.
  9. (Probably) Make a shelf somewhere on my wall.
Yeah. These are the one's on the top of my list. And I'll probably not be able to do all of them. Ha! Wanna know why?
  • I have so much stuff.
  • The room I share with my sister is too small for our things.
  • Paint costs money.
  • I am to cheap to buy my own paint even if I have enough money.
  • My money is only for food and concerts. *flies away*
  • The internet is a wonderful place.
  • I lack inspiration.
  • I LOVE PROCRASTINATING.
I wish our rooms would be back to the way it was before. When I had a room for my own. Alone. So I can do introvert stuff on my own. That's just how I am. *smiles* Actually at first, I thought sharing a room would be great. I was wrong. My sister nags too much about how messy my things get. And I'd be like, "if you think it's so messy, why don't you just fix them yourself." Ugh! It's just so annoying since I make sure that my trash don't get on her side of the room (at least). 

Also, people around me have been planning swimming parties. PARTIES. They're people from school, in Manila. So a lot of them live near and it that area. Wanna know where they're planning on swimming? Laguna, where I live. Don't get me wrong. I LOVE SWIMMING! I really do. Once I enter the pool, there's no going out unless it's for food. But, I've gotten used to swimming here. Every year, we (my family and other relatives) have this specific private pool which we rent every summer. (i can't find a good photo to show you tho) PLUS, the waters in swimming pools here are usually hot since it comes from Mt. Makiling.



Anywayyyy, that fanfic I was planning on finishing at the end of January? (from my previous post) Yeah well I haven't finished it. Yay. Inspiration why have you forsaken me? You know that feeling when a-good-scenario-comes-into-your-head-that-should-come-around-the-end-but-your-too-lazy-to-write-it-coz-you're-still-around-the-middle. Happens all the time! True story. Now I question myself, "If I wanted to be writer/author, why am I so lazy?" Hahaha! I'm not too sure myself. All I know is I like to write.

Lastly, since my summer days are kind of limited, I wan't to spent most of it with my high school buddies. Yeah well we haven't been together (as a whole) for a while now. I miss them! *insert chee
sy smile* If ever you idiots happen to see this, you owe me ice cream next time we meet for having discovered this shitty blog. Hahahaha!


P.S. I'm still paranoid about my grades last 3 semester. They'll be shown on either this coming Saturday or Sunday. I don't feel too good about two courses. Wish me luck!





January 9, 2014

Happy New Year!

It's now 2014. Time really do fly huh? Last year I was just in my last months in high school, now I'm in my third semester in college. I'm still in my first year though and my school has four semesters in a year. So yeah. We study the whole year round.

New Year, new beginnings! That's what we all say, right? Well I started mine a bit similar.
For those of you who didn't know, which is probably everyone out there, I started this blog last year, 2013, around April. I think? The reason was I wanted to vent about my heartbreak that time.

It was not good, I tell you. I couldn't get over him until November last year. My birthday, that was the day I finally decided it was about time I free myself from hurting myself just because of him. That was the best decision I made last year.

Now, I erased all my previous posts which were all about the frenemies I made last year. and this is the last post I will never talk about them again here. Ever.

Reading back to it all,  I sounded like a lunatic. Crazy over love. Over someone who probably never loved me back. Crazy over people who were not worth being friends with anyway. I paid more attention to them than I should have. That was wrong. That just made me hate them more. It never helped me move on.

This 2014, I promise myself that I will forget all those conflicts. Forget they happened in the first place. It was both our faults anyway. We never talked about it all. Resulting to too much misunderstandings.

Now all I want to say is I'm sorry. I don't know if it's my fault, but I'm sorry anyway. I'm sorry. I was an unforgiving lunatic. I hold grudges too long. To that guy as well, I'm sorry I fell in love with you. Even I didn't want that to happen. But somehow I was glad I did. I learned that I was capable of loving that much. Thank you.

I wish you forgive me as well. I'm not expecting that we treat each other the same way again, but I hope you do.



Happy New Year!
새해 복 많이 받으세요~

Untitled

First love is young and innocent.
And pretty much very stupid most of the times.
Because that’s the first encounter.
We enter a stage that we know nothing of.
Entering a world where everything is new.
Everything is complicated at first.
But we grow to be familiar with it as we mature.
We experience all the things there is to learn from.
We learn affection.
We learn to be selfless.
We feel butterflies in our tummies.
Our faces heat up with just the mere thought of seeing that person.
We feel happy whenever that other person is happy.
We experience things more than we thought we could.

But nothing is permanent.
Without a warning, everything could change.
Everyone can change.



So I'm working on this fanfic and this is the foreword. The problem is I don't know what the title should be. I've been an avid fan of fanfictions. I've been reading fanfics for 4 years now. Either Wattpad, Asianfanfics, or some even in LiveJournal.

Some are boring. Some plots are too common. 

Bad boy meets good girl. Bad boy gives good girl the worst school life. And they eventually fall helplessly in love with each other.

Or rich guy falls in love with a peasant. And the rich evil mother gives her best in pulling them apart.

Yeah, they're just the same with those cliché Korean dramas. The thing is,  I don't know if mine is. So I'm probably not in the position to call those plots common. I don't really care though. I've been trying my best in writing fics since I started reading them but to no avail. I always end up writing the first few stages in the story and that's it. I always get writer's block. But this time I've got my mind set to finishing this.

The fic I've been talking about, I actually wrote it 4 years ago. It was my first. And as I've said, I never finished it. I never finished any of it. I've probably written ten or more beginnings.

But with all the reading and the added English classes in school I've done so far, I can say my writing has improved over time. My English professor even complemented me that I am a good writer. That was a first and it made my heart swell. Nobody ever commented on my writing like that. Thank you Mrs. Hernandez!

From what I know, story titles are supposed to be catchy. Something that could make the reader's mind wonder and end up reading your story. Something that's good and creative because that's what the reader's see first. Anyway, I still haven't made up my mind on what title I should choose. I haven't even come up with a single title. Ugh.

If your curious about this so-called story of mine, you can read it. I'm posting it in Asianfanfics. But not now. I'm going to finish writing the whole thing first and then that's the time I'm publishing it. Because if ever I start making people read each chapter and I'm still thinking of how to end it, I might just leave them hanging with no ending to the story. So all I can say is stay tuned. All I can promise somehow is that I'm going o finish it this January. I'll try my best to finish it this month and hopefully, it'll end up with a good title.

If you want to view my Asianfanfics account, the link is there at the left side. Just click "AFF"